Online TV

09Oct06

I’m late to jump on the online TV band wagon, I think. I’ve recently being having fun with TVUPlayer available from Viidoo. There are various channels to choose from and the quality is not that bad. It’s a massive convenience. Now you don’t have to turn away from the LCD screen to look into your favourite TV program (assuming that your favourite TV program is being broadcasts in one of the subset of channels available via the TVUPlayer).

As some people I don’t think that this will replace conventional cable quite yet. Quality being the main factor. It’s of low quality than on the cable. Then again it’s totally free! The only requirement is having a relatively good connection to the internets and that’s not a luxury these days. So there.

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MySpace != Cool

05Oct06

Having a myspace page does not give you a pass to hangout with the “cool” kids. Infact it’s quite the opposite. If you have a myspace profile, you’re a loser. Yeah right. LOSER! One might argue that myspace is just another site on the net and one can create an account on it and use it. What’s the big deal? People can create a blog or a google page these days so why not myspace?

Heh… It’s staggering that how many people does get it these days. As for the myspace and hi5 fanatic retards I would like to say myspace is the greatest thing on this whole earth. Don’t try to find out what’s bad about it, please…. what you’re doing is the right thing.

Why do I whine about this whole myspace, hi5 networks all the time? Because I absolutely hates it. Because I think people who use these sites doesn’t have a clue that writing in SMS language is NOT cool. They should seriously think again when exposed to such a wonderful medium as the Internet. Having a page which no one can read the text or having hideous pictures everywhere on the internets does not, repeat does not make you cool yar. Get a life.

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Is it the end?

05Oct06

In the past couple of weeks I got back to gether with my girl friend as the previous post described and we fought and broke up again. I haven’t spoken to her in 3 or 4 days now. Not a single word. We had a stupid fight and that’s it. This nonsense needs to end. I got to get my fucking thoughts straight. For the love of god, what the fuck am I doing all this time? That’s the question I’ve been asking myself all this past 3 or 4 days. I need strength to stop this stupid behaviour of mine and get on with life. The problem here is that I feel so sorry for her when she starts talking about the good times we had and tells me to forget the past and start over. That’s been the case all this time.

I think I have to develop a mind that’s not too sensitive to these matters. Thinking objectively about it, I feel that this should’ve ended a long time ago and I should’ve said no to her all this time after about the 5th break up. What’s gone is gone, you cannot change the past. What you can do is get experience from it and build a better future. This time I’m determined than ever. I know what I have to do. This time I’m not gonna mess my life because of her.

So, this will mark the end of my first love. It was like a wild rollercoaster ride (thank god real life rollercoasters are not like that). There I mark a milestone in my life. I’m getting old. That might sound a bit funny to some of you, but that’s okay. I can get credit for make someone smile.

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I love you so much my angel

20Sep06

My last post about me being afraid of marrying is totally nonsensical. What the fuck am I thinking. Every time I look at my baby’s face it gives me the confidence that she is the right one for me. She is my darling angel and I’m gonna marry her someday. We’ve gone through the brokeup/get together phase for N + 1 times and it’s time to put a full stop to that. No more breaking up. Yes, I’ve been an asshole and I’m greatly sorry for that if you could ever forgive me. I don’t think you read my blog. But I want to tell you that I love you. And yes you will be my lovely wife. Thank you for being there for me darling. You mean the world to me pumpkin.

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The social networking saga

17Sep06

People talk about social networking on the web. They invent various kinds of words for what’s already there so that they could do “consulting” and grab a lot of green from dumb company executives. Myspace seems to be the leading contender of the game. And Hi5 is also there and then there are tons that tries to copy them in a miserable way. After going through couple of myspace profiles I could say with confidence that most of the myspace users are cunts. Teh l33t haX0r type dudes and do littles.

My girl friend is on Hi5. She tried to drag me to that miserable shit hole. So I got an account and signed in. Looked through couple of profiles and I’m pretty sure that 99% of the people in Hi5 are retarded dumb fuckwits. Luckily I dropped that account later on. It doesn’t have to be that way though. I don’t wanna be a part of a cuntful society.

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I’m truly scared.

17Sep06

I got back together with my girl friend again. Oh the vicious cycle of breaking up and getting back together again. I was kinda tired of all that. After about a day we got back together again she asks me the question of marrying. First she tells me that her mother has found a real cute guy for her to marry and tells me it’s better if I find a little girl that fits me in a joking voice. So I asked whether she’s going to marry that guy and she’s kinda get mad about that. Asked me if I was crazy and asked me whether I’m gonna marry her or not. We’ve been joking about this whole thing in the past. I asked her whether she’s gonna marry me in a joking sorta way and she has done the same. Now suddenly it’s not a joke anymore.

I told her that I cannot get married right now for numerous reasons. Firstly I don’t have a stable job. Secondly I’m not finished with my education. Thirdly I’m too young to be getting married. The optimum time I have in mind to get married is 30. Anything below that is not gonna fit right. One manager at my work place always says to get married at or after 30. She doesn’t advice anyone to get married at a younger age because of responsibilites. Her main argument is that you doesn’t have to get involved in all of these responsibilites early in life. She tell us to enjoy life. Which is quite true IMHO. Infact that’s what my parents advice me to do too.

Anyways I haven’t thought about me getting married seriously. Today I did and it scared me. Why? May be the fact that I’m still too young to be getting married. I have friends of mine who’s in my age who are married with kids. But my gut feeling tells me not to get married early in life. There’s so much of stuff to do before thinking of a marriage.

For girls of course it’s quite the opposite. Most of them are getting married in their early or mid twenties, at least in this part of the world. So when you start a relationship with a girl who’s same as your age, you have a big problem. And it is happening to me. You’re in the middle of an awful situation where the girl and her parents insist that she gets married quickly where as you, the guy, want to stall until the time is right. Or until he’s financially capable of managing a family or whatever…

Then there’s the problem of getting engaged and marrying later. That’s a problem too. What if she’s not the right girl? There’s a lot going on in my mind right now. But one thing is certain though I’m not even going to think about a marriage before I finish my education. If her parents want to give her to another man so be it. One thing we have in this part of the world is that parents have a lot of leverage in their children’s lives even when they’re grown up adults. There’s always the option of not obeying but that’s the meanest thing one can do to someone who held you nearly 8+ months, feed you and literally made the man who you’re today. So that’s out of the question. Probably you now have a good idea about where I live.

Probably it’s going to boil down to an engage first and then a late marriage. If that’s the case… hm… I think I can figure something out when it comes to that. I’ll not get into any assumptions at this stage.

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Here’s an asshole

03Sep06

Ever seen an asshole? Or what it defines one as an asshole? Here’s one. There are many conditions to define a person as an asshole. This 40 something married male sold his wife to get some money. He let strangers fuck his wife over and over again to get money. If you need money so much you should’ve taken the time to invest something that really gives you money without putting other people’s lives to misery. This motherfucker will sell anything, his daughter, son, or mother to get some money. The fact that he sold his wife makes that a pretty strong case. Read here his story of how he sold his wife and made some bucks.

Let me ask you one question. Looking back, was selling your wife worth it? I think for you the answer is a definite yes. Hey you fucking moronic pig, don’t never ever sell something you love so much or loves you. I guess you never loved you wife. I can’t comprehend what kind of an animal are you. I would like to ask those Jesus freaks where is he when all this happened. Fucking funny. Being there praying that all will work out OK will never help you. Take action when something is wrong don’t just pray.

Finally for you, the one who sold his wife, I wish that you go hell and die remembering each second how much an awful thing you have done. Fucker.

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25th Hour, the movie

03Sep06

This is an awesome awesome movie. The movie starts with … wait a second, why am I writing all this horseshit anyway? I mean movies? Why the fuck am I writing about stupid movies? No reason whatsoever. So it’s gonna stop.

I’m gonna spend more time trying to improve my concentration skills rather than spending time with unnecessary bullshit. Yes, this was a decision I took after watching 25th Hour. That movie is so good. The silent moment after Frank beats Monty is just priceless. Please do make movies like this it’s what movies should look like. The movies like SIX The Mark Unleashed should just fucking die. Those Jesus freaks annoy me to no end. No offence please, I’m not trying to say shameful things to a religious leader. What I’m trying to say is when some people believe something so much so that and trying to convince people who do know the truth about things, it annoys them to no end. So you might be a Christian, I don’t have a problem with that. Please don’t try to improvise your pseudo intellectual Jesus idealism on me. Thanks.

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Please stay away.

02Sep06

There’s this chick who has been an extreme annoyance to me lately. When I try to be nice with her she keeps coming on to me. I don’t want that. I’ve said that to her. But she wont stop. Just wont stop. I clearly stated to her that I don’t want to have a close relationship with her no matter what. I simply don’t like her. Do we have to like everyone we see and associate with all day? I think not. I’m hoping that the day that I’m forced to tell the magical words “fuck off bitch” would not come in this life time again.

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Oily food is bad.

02Sep06

Very bad. It’s kinda ok if and only if it taste good. I got some awful dinner day before yesterday or so. Sure it looked pretty nice but when I started eating it, oh the horror. It was this rice thing with some other mouth watering stuff. The rice was so oily that it’s as if you take some with the spoon and put raw oil in it before you put it in your mouth. You could taste the raw oil. Yuck.

I regret very much that there is no easy way of obtaining a cappucinno here. So instead I have to settle with something close, that’s not good as the previous but I have no real choice here

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